I woke up feeling really sad and depressed, I realize how lonely I am and how I don't have anyone to share my life with. I went out last night probally somewhere I shouldn't and yes I drank alcohol. I was told by several people I am stand offish, I really don't see what they are talking about I just conserve myself but I do talk to people. I am not all wild and taking off my cloths or looking for a one night stand so why is it so easy for a premiscuous woman find a good man but a woman like me a man won't consider dating. If we get into looks, I am very attractive, well I would at least think so and I been told all my life I am very attractive. I really even should't worry about a man... I am just feeling crappy I just feel tired of waking up and not having any one to talk to... which how horrible that is to say of me... I have God right? anyways just a crazy confusing blog on a bad morning... I hope all is well and everyone be blessed..